Just let the past go. If I had a dollar for every time someone said that to me……
I have had to face decisions that I made that were life-changing but more importantly, the wrong decision. When faced with the reality of – what have you done? It can be difficult. I was that person who made excuses and blamed others. Over the years, through my dreams, my relentless brain kept reminding me so I gave in to my subconscious and faced those things that I regretted most. Call it a reckoning. I admitted to myself that I wished I had done things differently. I accepted how I honestly felt. I have a sense of peace now; at least as much as I can have given I can’t go back in time and change things.
I am embracing who I really am. I like that person. She is a gypsy at heart. She loves the music from those years and feels it deeply when she plays those songs. I am that girl.
“Don’t hide your eyes that way.
Don’t hide anything, not anymore.
Because I never did not love you.
I never did run from you.
In a dream I said to you that I’d always love you.”